Neko

Sylvia's Studio

My irrational fear is...

So, David, he of Forking Mad fame, issued a challenge to write about irrational fears.

Oh boy.

I have several, but the first might be a bit... rational?

The one that might be rational is the fear of wasps. I might also classify that as hate. The reason it's a bit rational is that I had a bit of an allergic reaction after a wasp got me in the boob. I mean... Why??? Of course it happened because I was stupid, but still!

I'm only now thinking it's a reason to go to the doctor, as the skin got REALLY blotchy and thick after the sting.

My biggest irrational fear is spiders.

I once ran shrieking out of a zoo because I hadn't noticed the tarantula, and then it moved and it was huge. And yes, it was in a cage, and yes, it couldn't reach me, but in that moment I felt like a mouse.

My fear stems from two things.

Thing 1: I was in the garden on my towel, sunbathing, when my little brother tossed a big spider on my belly and laughed so hard when I shrieked and ran off, crying.

Thing 2: I was in the bathroom, towelling off when a huge spider (they are called wolf spiders here) fell down from the ceiling and into my lap.

I screamed, spread my legs so it fell in the toilet and then I pulled the plunger 3 times with the lid closed.

I may then have gotten dressed really fast, not noticing I put my shirt on backwards and everything, and the next week I only dared to shower in that bathroom after my dad inspected it.

Oh gods and now I remember that one time I wanted to pull the curtain closed and a wolf spider was sitting on top of the curtain.

So yeah, that's my irrational fear. What's yours?

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