Why I'm forcing myself to write this post

It's almost exactly two months after I had surgery, and I'm done with my non-writing.

I've had all the valid reasons for not writing in the past months. I had a major surgery and brain fog from anaesthesia to name the most important.

This past week, something changed.

I had the urge to write again, but every time I sat down, I was distracted, doing everything but writing.

I did some soulsearching this morning and realised that I don't get very far with my writing if I keep using those reasons to not write.

Finding words is still very hard, but water can't run from a tap if I don't turn it on.

So here I am, turning on the tap, not caring if I write and delete things while writing this.

I'm so eager to get back to the Sylvia who has trembling hands from writing like mad!